Hell, I dunno... trying to think up some stories... and there is nothing... absolutely NOTHING coming to me... I am on such an artist's block it's not even funny... of course for the last like 2 months or so I have been completely off... just now coming back to myself... long hard process in and of itself... it feels like for the last... hell... 8 months... 9? I've been blind... just kind of stumbling along... and then out of nowhere there are lights... things to help me hold onto this thing we call reality... I'm getting well... it's just taking longer than I would have hoped had I known I was not well to begin with...

I just feel ragged lately... like I've been torn apart and just left there with all of my threads laying bare... now all that's left to do is tie up the loose ends... and maybe then I will finally be able to say I'm partially human again...

Sorry, I know this one took a darker note... just venting from the last couple weeks... just finally trying to heal.

I hope everyone is doing well.

Ian